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The story so far...

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 26, 2008, 11:04 AM
Well this is the story so far:

One night 5 years ago, they met. They met in a mosh pit and then again by the arcade games. She watched him play and introduced herself and cheered him on while he played. When he won, she hugged him, and there was that brief moment where they looked into each others eyes and wanted to kiss, but didn't.
The band went back on and they raced back into the other room. He ripped his shirt in the most pit. She stitched it up with safety pins from her pants. He picked her up and cracked her back and she told him he was her god. From then on they were each others Gods.
She stealthily held his hand in the car. They ended up at the party drinking beer and eating chocolate chips. They kissed in a bedroom. Her boyfriend saw.

A week later she called him and he was surprised. They talked for 6 hours and realized they had an amazing amount in common. They became best friends. Then, after one weekend in Rocky, they became more than that. They kissed and snuggled on Melissa's couch.She stealthily unbuttoned his shirt without him knowing. They fell asleep together. The next night they stayed at his house and became way more than just friends. She gave him a massage and fell asleep in his bed. He slept on the couch so his parents wouldn't get mad. They had kraft dinner and listened to the Beatles. They went to the skate park and she watched and napped on a bench while he skated. He took her to 7-11 and met her dad and watched her drive away on her dad's motorcycle.
He called her that night and everynight that summer, even while she was in BC.
Before she went to BC they met at Warped Tour and moshed and rocked and kissed in the rain to Taking Back Sunday.

They talked all summer and racked up some pretty crazy phone bills for their parents.

He came to visit in the fall for their birthdays. Her dad LOVED him. Then, he left them home alone all weekend. She was his beer commercial, he was her Guitar hero.
She made him breakfast and let him sleep in.
She cried when he had to leave and tried to hide it, she didn't hide it well.
She stopped talking to him.
She was scared of falling even more in love with him and getting hurt.

When they started talking again, she had a boyfriend and he had a girlfriend.
She knew she hurt him and tried to explain and apologize, she doesn't think he has ever forgiven her, she hasn't forgiven herself.
She is pretty sure she will never forgive herself.
And now, they talk, every now and then, and she feels like it's starting all over again.
But she isn't sure about him, she thinks he wants to be just her friend, but then... do friends say they miss each other this much?
She misses him for sure, but they are still taken by other people.
Although when they talk on the phone, they say things to each other that convince her that they will never be over each other.
She wonders if in the end something will happen and they will be together.
But this is only the story so far...

  • Listening to: New Found Glory-The story so far
  • Drinking: Water

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Salmon Arm, British Columbia, Canada
  • Interests: Poetry,Photography,Writing,Living,Swimming, Imagining.
  • Favourite movie: Nightmare Before Christmas,The Virgin Suicides,Elephant,Breakfast At Tiffanys,Gone With the Wind.
  • Favourite band or musician: The Postal Service,Everclear,Flogging Molly,Arcade Fire,The Beatles
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk,Metalcore,Jam Bands,World
  • Favourite poet or writer: Francesca Lia Block, Janet Fitch
  • Operating System: macintosh
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tigger!
  • Personal Quote: Live for today because even if you survive until tomorrow nobody gives a damn
  • Tools of the Trade: Writeroom

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~notwhatyoudthink:iconnotwhatyoudthink: Mar 26, 2007, 11:24:30 PM
Thanks for the watch, very flattering
*traxxnstamp:icontraxxnstamp: Mar 26, 2007, 9:42:31 PM
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~Avigone:iconAvigone: Mar 22, 2007, 7:41:41 PM
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~Tsuzuku-Jinsei:iconTsuzuku-Jinsei: Mar 21, 2007, 5:30:33 PM
Hey!! :D thanx for da :+fav:

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*tannermorrow:icontannermorrow: Mar 21, 2007, 6:15:03 AM
thank you so very much for your adding my work to your fav's and for your support! i hope to keep seeing you around! once again...thank you so so much!

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~Lizzy2pink:iconLizzy2pink: Mar 20, 2007, 8:11:30 PM Mood: Optimism
thanks for the fav i hope your friends read it and it touches them too...not in the icky pedophile way..in the nice emotional way heheh
~StompShooby:iconStompShooby: Jan 25, 2007, 9:09:31 PM
Hey, thanks for favoriting "Restless."
~ohsnapitsSAP:iconohsnapitsSAP: Sep 17, 2006, 5:57:49 PM
heyy thanks a lot for the fav!
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~to-be-a-mammal:iconto-be-a-mammal: Sep 17, 2006, 5:19:17 PM
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~DJBronx:iconDJBronx: Sep 12, 2006, 8:18:20 AM
thanks so much for the fav !!! very welcome !!! :D ;)

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~BloodyBlackRose:iconBloodyBlackRose: Sep 1, 2006, 11:43:31 AM
hehe :giggle: I'm good, how are you? :)

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~SingToHer:iconSingToHer: Aug 17, 2006, 4:48:18 PM
thank you for the favourite!:)
~Scatty:iconScatty: Aug 23, 2005, 6:57:59 PM
Hey there! Thanks a lot for the favorite! :)

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~the-forsaken:iconthe-forsaken: Mar 29, 2005, 4:00:50 PM
Meh, just stopping in...glad to hear about your sis. We'll all have to hang out sometime eh? Gotta put up more deviations/journals, they're a good read.

Umm...so yeah, take care nettie.
~BloodyBlackRose:iconBloodyBlackRose: Mar 17, 2005, 2:18:32 PM
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~Julie :blackrose::heart:

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~topazbass:icontopazbass: Mar 7, 2005, 2:23:48 PM
works for me~~ ah-loha.... ^_~ oh yeah, comp class with excel, so damn exciting *coughs*
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~fkuall:iconfkuall: Mar 5, 2005, 9:13:43 PM
welcome to DA, i hope you take advantage of its many features and enjoy every moment you spend on it

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~BloodyBlackRose:iconBloodyBlackRose: Mar 1, 2005, 5:13:02 PM
:wave: Hey there!! :)
Welcome to DA! ^^

~Julie :blackrose:

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